Silence Forever

I want to be surrounded by silence, 

A silence that will make me deaf.

I want to break free from loneliness,

Even when I am never alone.

I want to feel what it is like to be happy,

Atleast for once in my life.

I want to learn not to love,

So that it doesn't end up hurting me.

I want to not stare into space and cry,

Feeling so lost in life.

I want to let go of everything and fly, 

And may be then, finally,

I can be at peace;

Though lonely, as always!